March 2010
3 posts
& I'm just such a happy mess ♥: He was drinking at... →
He was drinking at a party On a raging New Year’s Eve He had to be home early He knew he had to leave “Honey do you need a ride” His girlfriend sweetly said He just smiled back at her And quickly shook his head “I’ve got to leave right now So I’ll just take my car… But…
Neens: a poem →
He looks down in the dirt
He blushes at the clouds
They stay still; they have not moved for a thousand years
What can he do,
when everything has been frozen?
He’s biting off the edge, he is leaving it broken
He rolls his eyes at the argument
And hopes to find some movement
But he is tied…
July 2009
24 posts
Gahhhh I want him so bad it’s insane.
It drives me even more insane knowing that I can have him but if I choose to everything else is ruined.
Shit this is hard.
I know a secret and it is killing me to let it out.
I think it’s funny when other girls call me a slut.
It’s funny to me because they’re either jealous cause I got with someone they wanted to or can’t find anyone that would touch their nasty pussy. Jealousy is a real ugly thing and it’s pretty obvious when girls get jealous. I am very confident in who I am and I do not need to put someone else down to raise my self...
the notebook
I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and...
So tell me why
I am dating a perfect gentlemen who loves me, treats me with respect, and would give anything to make me happy
but I am still in love with the one guy that treated me like shit, lied his ass off to me, and used me in everyway possible.
June 2009
7 posts
You tell me all the things I want to hear. You say I love you and how lucky you are. You hold my hand and arent afraid to show me off to all of your friends. You make me feel special and cared for. I can’t help but think it’s all a lie, everything is just so perfect. Even if it is all lies keep telling them because the feelings they give me are worth the heartbreak later.
Today I was talking to this guy at the transit center and he told me that if you eat the seed that’s inside the pit that’s in the middle of an apricot 5 times a week for a month it will cure any type on cancer.
Now who knows if this is true but if you read this and you know somebody with cancer you may want to pass this along. If you’re fighting for your life I think...
Cherish every moment because nothing lasts forever.
I just wish I could put aside all the fear and unforgettful pain I have and take a chance for once.
